Devious Journal Entry

2011 was a fun a year. memorable things happened that year.

it started with my birthday, that was January.
February, i met my idol Froilan Calayag. bought some of his studies and even took a photo with him. i even sold my first painting that month.
March, i think i fell for someone.
April and May, i taught kids how to draw. it was fun! i hoped they learned something.
June, my 4th year in college started. thesis. and my sister's a frosh in college.
July, my crush held my hand, it was just a joke and we were intoxicated with alcohol so it doesn't count.
August, us blockmates fell apart. we were so close then, now i don't know.
uhmm. .September, nothing much. i think it was the time i stopped falling.
October. . Halloween? ahahaha and sem break.
November. .the start of another semester.
December. .aside form Christmas, i was standing now and grateful that i had that feeling with him.


twelve lines doesn't summarize my year. they were highlights or so i might think. i fell, but that's the thing about falling in love, sometime soon you're gonna have to stand up and the feelings gone but not forgotten. i got bruised, it healed, but i got the scar to prove it.

this year i hope it would be better. i will make it happen. and i will graduate this year.

deep breaths. inhale. exhale. i can do it.